Every little kiss
Dug a hole so deep
I cannot feel my heart
It makes it hard to sleep

My heart is nonexistent
You don't know how much it hurts
To know that there's a black hole
And nothing ever works

To quell the pain and anguish
That burn inside as jealousy
That you could own my heart
And not even be able to see

The pain it causes me
Every memory is like a rush
Of selfish, despicable loathing
For the girl who is your crush

Suffering in Silence (Poem)

When no one understands

Do you have to explain?

Or do you let it fade

Like a picture in the rain?

A petal from a flower

Floats in the breeze

As it passes by

You sink to your knees

The pain you feel

Starts deep inside

And grows stronger

With every stride

It soon will cripple

And destroy your mind

Dark thoughts will break through

And will be far from kind

Intro. . .

So, I was looking through some stuff and found an old notebook I wrote in last year. These next few posts, I'm not sure how many, will be things from that notebook. Many are irrelevant now, but still used to mean something to me. If you would like to give imput it is welcome. I am simply writing to write and that is all. Thank you.
Serena

Apocalyptic Speech, Nature in the Apocalypse(Poem)

My fellow demons we will now venture past the gates and bring hell to the suface. Today and all the days following this are our days to rule. The angels cannot quelch the flame that burns within us. They will take out many of us, but only Lucifer, our father, can decide what our outcome will be. You must believe that we will win the war and win over all the pitiful humans of this terrible land. Now, my brothers and sisters, the gate is being opened! Go out into the world and cause the human's great demise!

Fire will fall
Upon the Earth
No mercy will be shown
To the human race
But what will befall
The beauty of nature?
Will it fall
As we do
Or will it flourish
Without us?

A Memory That Still Lingers (Poem)

Lingering in my soul
On my heart
Everywhere
I can't rid myself
Of your prevailing presence
I want to forget
The time that you took
The pieces of my heart
Scattered on the floor
It kills me to dream of you
When during my waking hours
I can only think of him
The effort it takes to push you out
Makes me suffer every day
I don't know how long
My heart will last
But why can't I stand
To forget my past