Unsure (Poem)

Fear strikes

I'm not ready for this

I'm halted in my tracks

Can I handle this?

Life will change

When does it not?

You can survive it

I don't know if I can

What will I tell them?

Such a crazy feeling

I'm sinking in an ocean

There is a lack of air

I'm being smothered

Please, God

Let me hear my final thoughts

Sleep with that finality

I'd rather end peacefully

Than be in a constant turmoil

How can I make so many,

Pointless mistakes?

Evil plans

In his mind

Not sure how I play into it

I know I'm a part of it

Pulled in partially by choice

Partially by fate

Negative karma built up

Not sure how I earned it

Now I'm paying for my mistakes

All at once



~Serena~