Untitled (Poem)

He wants to use me

He constantly abuses me

Not in the physical sense

But my heart is mangled constantly

By his heartless acts

Some people love me

Try hard to gain my love

But because of his constant toying

I only have the strenghth

To love him

I don't know why

He can affect me so deeply

My heart beats like a drum at his presense

I smile when I see him

Although the pain that is left

When he leaves, yet lingers

Kills me slowly

Every single time

I have nothing left

But a shell of a person

Left over from what he took

I have no heart

I have no soul

I am left with addictions

I need him

I need everything that he took

I cannot survive much longer

If I am forced to survive it alone