Happiness. It burns within me like the fire from the sun. For once this year I laugh uncontrollably, I blush when I see him, my heart cannot be controlled. People say I'm happy. I just hope that I don't crash and burn as usual. Being happy is strange for me. I don't know how to handle it. I'm used to being so dark and depressed all the time. This is a nice change, but it's kinda frightening me. I wasn't even this happy with my other love. That is why this is scaring me so much. I smile for no reason. It's so bizarre and out of the ordinary. I feel like a little girl again. I giggle for Christ sake! I know most people would take this much better, but I'm dark and evil. This shit honestly doesn't happen to people like me.
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