Love Quote

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

I got this quote from blogthings.com. I agree with it completely. I believe that everyone has a soul. That soul is missing something. When you find true love your soul is complete and you give a half of yourself over to that person and vise versa. Therefore two bodies are shared by one complete soul. If you find your soul mate then the pieces fit together perfectly, but if you just find someone close enough they complete you but not perfectly. A soul mate is someone who no matter what you always feel their presence. When they are gone you feel an emptiness where that half of your soul once was. When they are near you feel more complete than you could ever feel. Just the sight of them may calm you down and excite you at the same time. Your heart beats faster but your breathing gets slower. The world stops for a moment and you are the only two there. This has happened to me. I found my soul mate, but because we are teenagers he was forced to move and has a girlfriend because I'm not around. If I was around I would pray to God that he didn't choose someone else. The male species is very hard headed. They don't know how deeply we women feel. Just seeing the pictures of him with his current girlfriend makes me feel like my very heart and soul have been torn from my body. This quote describes how I feel perfectly. My soul and his are entwined and he owns a half of what should be me. He may not know it but the pain he causes is worse than I have ever felt in all my 16 years. I can't think of anything else to write so I'm done for now.

The Realms of My Mind(Random thoughts)

Barbed wire fences are meant to keep things in. Well, I have a barbed wire fence to keep people out and my thoughts in. Behind the fence is a moat, filled with sharks and nile crocodiles. The creatures keep me safe and devour all attempts to break in, but if you get past these sharp thorns on green vines await you. The blood of many gleams on thorny tips. You either turn back now or you will meet the same fate. After the vines is a simple brick wall, easily climbed for it is not very tall. But after this wall is another, unimaginably tall and made of steel. Tunneling is dumb for the wall goes below too. Climing is out of the question because the surface is seamless and smooth. Within these walls is darkness, the many thoughts I have, and within those thoughts is me. I struggle to keep the darkness at bay while I lie in my peacefull meadow filled with sun and flowers. The sky is blue, the water is pure, and the colors are unimaginably vibrant. The flowers hold the secrets that others have told me. They die when I forget them but they're always safe with me. Pixies of many different types fly from tree to tree, spreading secrets like gossip and those secrets belong to me. The flowers do not speak, so others secrets are not told, but my secrets buzz about and spout from tiny little mouths. I lie there peacefully within my layers of protection. I do not worry about intruders, for not one have gotten this far. They've broken through some boundaries, but never broken them all. If someone did, I'd be surprised and chaos would rule this place of mine. Secrets broken free by pixies to the betrayer. My sky would turn black as the darkness rolled in. The flowers would die, hopefully not picked. For if one was to mess with them you'd surely know they're trick. They reveal they're secrets when poked and prodded at. This terrible flaw will be my downfall. Many secrets broken free, I will be the one they turn to and think, "How could she betray me?" I'm safe inside this place of mine and so are other's thoughts. So therefore, do not poke and prodd and venture to my meadow. I am a secret's haven and many trust me a lot. Breaking through the boundaries would surely bring my world to an end.

Untitled(Poem)

Morning light
Is dark and gray
But the sun soon rises
And gives us day
Dark and depressing
Is the rain
Which is where those belong
Who are in pain
The colorful sunrise
Brings new hope
For those in depression
A tangled rope
Clouded thoughts
On a cloudy day
May seem to linger
In a darkened way
The sun may bring
True, beautiful light
But a mind can be darkened
In the course of a night

Winter(Poem)

The cold, dark winter

Is the silence I long for

It reflects the way I feel

So I blend in well with it

Cursed beast who lives within

The cold will feed your hate

Your journey through my darkened soul

Is your garden of eden

I thrive within the winter cold

My soul turns black as night

There is no light or warmth within

For my heart has tragically ended

True Fears(Poem)

Nightmares
They disturb your unconcious mind
The innocence disappears
Your lovely dream turns to demonic horror
Dangerous creatures invade your thoughts
Your greatest weakness
Your deepest fears
You cannot stop them
When they appear
Your dreams can kill you
Destroy your hopes
But can you defeat them
In the real world
I fear not demons
Nor goblins or ghouls
I fear the real things
That live in this world
The dangerous people
Who freely take life
And terrorize children
And rape in the night
I do not fear for myself
As others may do
I fear for my siblings
Who would be helpless to
The real demons and monsters
Who commit terrible acts
If I cannot save them
I have failed, that's fact
The world is full of danger
Creepers in the night
And yet we fear the dangers
Which creep in our minds
The nightmares never come to life
Unless you dream like me
I think what I may fear the most
Is my own abilities
Am I too weak to save them?
Could I stand up to danger?
Could I sacrifice myself
If they were in danger?

Night Stalkers(Poem)

Are there creatures in the night?
Do they stalk and prey on humans?
Could the legends and the stories
All be true in the real world?
Stalking their prey
Like a lion or a tiger
They leap with efficiency
And kill their prey quickly

Feeble little humans

You cannot run and hide

For we are masters of deciet

And stay on your good side

We blend well in society

Besides our gorgeous looks

You won't even know the danger

Until you read your books

The pale skin and wise eyes

The speed and great agility

The ice cold touch upon your neck

We are far from your fragility

Your frail little structure

Is only a case for our food

We easily tear through you

And are in a ravenous mood

Your skin is like a soft cloth

Easily torn to shreds

Your blood is like a life force

And it quickly goes to our heads

Blood is like a drug to us

We need it to stay living

And if we wish to exist

Then you must keep on living

Missing(Poem)

A half of me is missing

I know right where it is

It lives within another

Because it now is his

He took my soul there with him

To a new place far away

Now I live in emptiness

Because I refuse to stray

The time we had together

Made me feel complete

But when he left me all alone

My heart burst at my feet

The joy that I had felt

Everytime he was near

Left so very quickly

And in rushed the fear

Would I be alone forever?

Could I get over the way he made me feel?

Or would I live in pain?

It makes my stomach reel

I have found my soul mate

He is so near, but so far

My heart and body long for him

For these feelings are rare