Meeting of Souls (Random Thinkings)

I believe with all of my heart that falling in love with someone is simply escalating the feeling of friendship to a more personal level. I don't think it is possible to simply fall in love with someone if you know nothing about them. When you fall in love it's like seeing your soul reflected in the eyes of another. You meet your soul's match. For everyone there is that person who is walking around, carrying half of their soul, and waiting for the chance to meet it's match in another. Every soul knows who it's mate is and it is the job of the body to find that person no matter what it takes to achieve that. I think that souls are wired to pull you towards that person even if you live miles apart. Eventually fate will lead you to that person. Many simply settle for what they have in another even if it's not quite the perfect fit. The search is what many have fun with. Finding that one person who can make your heart beat fast and slow at the same time. That person who makes you blush with the slightest touch. That person who when you're in their arms you know that it's the one place you were meant to be. Your soul chooses it's match in another. Sometimes for those souls meeting is like an explosion of fireworks. Other times it takes awhile for the souls to figure out that they were meant for eachother. It's like meeting a friend on the street that you haven't seen in awhile. At first you may not recognize them but when you finally do you feel an overwhelming joy at the memories that rush into your mind. Your soul know's it's match in another and therefore will eventually recognize it's other half. The search is the fun part, so my advice is to search and get to know people even if they don't seem to make sense to you at the time. You never know where you'll meet your soul mate.

Love, Dark, and Light (Randomness)

Love is like magic. When you find the one you love everything in the world stops and you are the only two people who matter. In this picture dark and light are coming together in a loving bond. Dark and light exist together naturally. We label them by calling them either good (light) or evil (dark), yet how are we to know which is which. The reason many fear the dark is because it is labeled as evil and hateful. The light is where many believe goodness lies. It is supposedly pure while dark is tainted. The image makes sense, but the two live together in harmony. The reason we exist on this earth is because of the love of a God who put us on this planet. The continuation is because of an act which is good under certain circumstances but tainted and bad under others. Therefore our very existence on this earth is tainted because of the way that we came to be after initial creation. The longer you are on this earth, the more you become tainted and darkened by sins. The sins we commit are said to be sins because of what others in our past believed to be bad and hateful or impure. A few sins are truly only bad when you do not have to bond of marriage to condone those very sins that otherwise are inexcusable. So why in the first place are these sins? Sins of the flesh make no sense to me. In my opinion it's your body, do with it what you will. Love is the very base to which our existence relies on. If there is no love, there is no act of love. If there is no act of love, there is no continuing of a species. Therefore in order to love and continue on this earth as we have we must become tainted and therefore commit the sins which God tells us not to. It just seems a bit puzzling to me.

Interesting thought (Randomness)

Have you ever wanted to be part of the mystical realm? Just to be one of the magical creatures we read about in stories or see on tv. To see what their life is like apart from the human world. I'd love to have wings and be able to soar above the clouds into a world unknown to us simple beings.

Lost (Poem)

Just living life
Going through the motions
Everything becomes a haze
And I lose track of time
The days are dark and cold
The nights are clear and crisp
I cannot find my soul
Within my lost body
My mind becomes a fog
The trails inside are lost
I dwell upon the past
For it's all I can remember
I dread the cursed days
When time seems to drag on
I long for the dark silence
That the comforting night brings

Random Writing (Realization)

The death of a heart is a painful thing. Long ago I welcomed the cold darkness of a dead heart. I thought it was impossible to restore life to my unbeating heart. Then he came along. The first moment with him made my heart burst to life. It was amazing the emotion I felt in one glance. He brought my heart to life. Over the next year he slowly stole my heart from me. Now I'm left with an emptiness where my reborn heart had been held. He left with my heart and I now feel pain beyond what I could have ever imagined. I was the cure for his broken heart as he was for mine.

Untitled (Poem)

My mind is exhausted
I've carried the weight
My poor heart brought
Upon it's sad self
I think too much
About all my loss
I've been turning darker
The light doesn't stay
I try to think good
But the thoughts refuse to stay
I'm falling down deeper
And I am the prey
To dark emotions
Roiling within
The darkness controls me
Surrounds me with sin
You cannot save me
There's no turning back
My heart is gone
And my soul has turned black