Do you think of me? (Poem)

When you fall

I'll be the first to laugh

When she finds out

I'll probably be the one who told her

I hope your life falls apart

And I hope you get back the karma

That was thrown at me

Fuck you and your life

I hate what you've done to me

Never again will I think of you

I hope every time she's under you

You think of me

I hope every time you kiss her

My face pops into your head

I hope you think of me

When you're fucking her

You will never get me out

Because, babe, once I'm there

Your mind is mine

You ain't ever getting it back

Thank you for letting me in

Have a nice fucking life

~Serena~

Unsure (Poem)

Fear strikes

I'm not ready for this

I'm halted in my tracks

Can I handle this?

Life will change

When does it not?

You can survive it

I don't know if I can

What will I tell them?

Such a crazy feeling

I'm sinking in an ocean

There is a lack of air

I'm being smothered

Please, God

Let me hear my final thoughts

Sleep with that finality

I'd rather end peacefully

Than be in a constant turmoil

How can I make so many,

Pointless mistakes?

Evil plans

In his mind

Not sure how I play into it

I know I'm a part of it

Pulled in partially by choice

Partially by fate

Negative karma built up

Not sure how I earned it

Now I'm paying for my mistakes

All at once



~Serena~

Enjoy the Silence & Unnamed (Lyrics/Poem)

All I ever wanted, all I ever needed, is here, in my arms, words are very, unnecessary, they can all lead to harm. . .

. . . words are meaningless. . .

~Anberlin~

I walk past rooms

Empty and abandoned

They seem to reflect

The soul of the place

Empty and silent

Abandoned and left for dead

If only where I was

Could be somewhere new

Not filled with emptiness

Abandonment apparent

If only where I was

Didn't reside within me. . .

~Serena~